一向都有儲開錢做老婆本既我，呢排唔知發左乜野神經，想speed up 個進度。

慳食，慳玩......買野都要諗過度過，食野有甘平得甘平，洗多五蚊個心都跳埋出黎，赤赤痛。

唉，好明顯係一個病態。有自唔在攞苦黎辛，連女朋友一個都無就要搞到自己甘，呢排搞乜Q野呀??? 阿甘!!??~

RELAX~~

Recently, raining flushing the world. The world is just melting in my eyes.
I cannot see any further from the place now I stand. I find no direction.
Even I am sheltered, I am still afraid......Afraid of what? I don't know, may be the future is frightening me.
Who can give me a scope and tell me what is going ahead of me?
I just feel lonely. Fighting for it. Ha, no way! I struggle and feel sort of confused.
I have somethings to put my heart onto some time ago, but seems the reality tell me don't and the fact tell me it is not the time.
Timing......it is a great distance for me. Yeah, I can see it. But then? Nothing can be done.
My happiness, my mood, my patience, my faith all now go with the rain. Melting......

No need to worry about me, I will soon restart.